2am in My Mind

It's 2 in the morning, I ain't answering my phone I'm just trying to figure out how I came to be alone Look I promise that I'm grown But since you did me wrong Man I'm better off alone I think I'm better off alone, uh I put my heart into this shit man I can't fucking lose I put my all into it just to create something new Wish you could see inside my mind to feel what it go through Wish you could understand my thoughts then focus on just you, uh But more life to me and you Man I’m in a different mind space when I listen to you I swear it's a different feeling when I’m laying down with you Now I’m catching all these feelings and there's nothing I can do, uh Broken promises keep my focus anonymous No matter what man I wanna stay an optimist Feel like I’m doing me and you doing the opposite You make my heart go weak when you create these promises I don’t need you But I want you But I want you Look I been bout my business From the start to finish I wish you were with it You told me "f*ck these bitches" He wanna talk about it I can’t even think about it F*ck it imma walk around it I ain't really fucking with it, nah Just stay humble Swear it's only up from here Man I’m done being upset, I’m not wishing you were here Man I’m working through these fears I know he'll always be near And I will always be here Yeah I will always be here, uh Why you stressing if he love you, do you love yourself? You give the best advice but you should take that shit yourself Wish I could figure out my thoughts and lay them on a shelf I’m so much more then you can see, ill put that on myself I don’t need you But I want you But I want you Y’all gon' really only love me when it's beneficial That's why I’m riding on my own cause y’all been causing issues Been doing real good so they finding it hard to diss you One day I promise they’ll regret the pain they wished you Ya, money should make a difference and not make you different Ain't even shooting for the money, wanna make a difference You hit me up I swear we cool but I can feel the distance I know imma be okay just gotta have some patience I’m getting used to the hate I’m starting to embrace it Cause how’re you supposed to grow if you try to erase it And I been doing good so why would I let you take it I just gotta keep my head up if I wanna make it I can always make money, I can’t make time Happiness and success I wanna make it mine Trying to explain myself Wish you could see inside my mind But all the shit I been through I’m saying it's a sign I don’t need you But I want you But I want you I don’t need you But I want you But I want you