Far Gone

This was all a dream But I don't want this anymore Get your hands off my words Walk your feet through the door There's nothing left to listen to I've unplugged every wire And sealed up every outlet I feel so uninspired because With everything I do I get so psyched out What happened to my confidence What is all this self doubt I guess I can't survive On 15 seconds of fame It seems like everything bugs out When I figure out the game What was my dream What do I want anymore Maybe something different Than what I'm looking for Was it my name in lights Or just someone to respond Will I find myself here Or is that too far gone I can't clear this hurdle No energy left for a leap I would crawl through the underground But I find myself asleep Someone has it worse than me Probably the neighbors do I still haven't met them yet And don't ever want to Someone else is out there Scrolling through a stack Of contradictions, fantasizing About a rose-colored way-back When we would waste our lives And turn our heads away We either drown in the injustice Or inhale fumes of hate What was my dream What do I want in my mind Maybe something different From a previous time Like when you had to rewind tapes And people smoked on planes Will I find myself there Or is today the same What was my dream What do I want anymore Maybe something different Than what I'm looking for Was it my name in lights Or just someone to respond Will I find myself there Or is that too far gone