Glass Delusion

Don't know when it happened This strange brittle feeling It must've been a bad night That never left in the morning I'm afraid to stand I'll have to lie back down The bed sits too high So I'm stuck on the ground I don't go out I have my doubts I'll make it back in one piece What's the deal This can't be real Does anyone feel like me Do they see me as them Just normal flesh and bone Do they know I'm fragile Underneath these heavy robes Do they know I'll shatter If they touch my skin They call it glass delusion As if I'm not paper thin Please don't invite me 'Cause it's not that I can't go I'm just afraid of what your friends will think When I crumble to the floor I'm afraid to look In the cracked old mirror I'll see reflections of myself That go on and on forever My body's sheer I have my fears I'll break and blow away What is life A state of strife If this is my every day Do they see me as them Just normal flesh and bone Do they know I'm fragile Underneath these heavy robes Do they know I'll shatter If they touch my skin They call it glass delusion As if I'm not paper thin Would I be better off With blood and a skeleton It seems just as dangerous As this empty shell I'm in Would I be better off If they touched my skin They call it glass delusion As if I'm not paper thin Do they know I'll shatter If they touch my skin It seems just as dangerous Don't touch me now They call it glass delusion Don't touch me now, now Don't touch my skin now They call it glass delusion