Traumablind

How you gonna lie and try to double down But you tell me all your problems and I hear you out Tell me that I'm crazy just to come around Say I'm the best you've found Should I forgive you no? Compulsive liar I'm tired I'm chained to a gaslighter I never had trust issues And then I met you Messing with my mental for fun Sticking like gum, till the pain goes numb, numb, numb Everybody tells me to run, but I'm stumbling Drunk to the beat of your drum, drum, drum Do you just do it for fun? Put us in flames and claim it's for love, love, love. You threw me through the wringer, I'm done. When everything's fine, I just seem to go Traumablind 'Stead of making friends I'm making enemies Chase the ones away who try to fight for me One too many versions of reality Clouding my clarity Compulsive liar, I'm tired, I'm chained to a gaslighter I never had trust issues And then I met you Messing with my mental for fun Sticking like gum, till the pain goes numb, numb, numb Everybody tells me to run, but I'm stumbling Drunk to the beat of your drum, drum, drum Do you just do it for fun? Put us in flames and claim it's for love, love, love. You threw me through the wringer, I'm done. When everything's fine, I just seem to go Traumablind This shit will kill me if I don't get out My paranoia's gonna break me down This shit will kill me if I don't get out My paranoia's gonna break me down And then I met you Messing with my mental for fun Sticking like gum, till the pain goes numb, numb, numb Everybody tells me to run, but I'm stumbling Drunk to the beat of your drum, drum, drum Do you just do it for fun? Put us in flames and claim it's for love, love, love. You threw me through the wringer, I'm done. When everything's fine, I just seem to go Traumablind Blind, blind, Traumablind Blind, blind, Traumablind