Prozac

Prozac in your eyes Holding up your smile mmm I see it I feel it I need it all of the time Yeah I hurt every time I feel rejection Cause my heart responds to every reflection If you don't like the truth I'm not someone to get into You can judge but dunno half the things I've been through When I was younger saw everything as magical Then he sat me down and told me I was beautiful Told me love can never be that sinful Took advantage of how I was raised too dutiful He said Girl you'll be a woman you gotta know how to play Said girl you gotta practice the grown up ways Prozac in your eyes Holding up your smile mmm I see it I feel it I need it all of the time Spent a lifetime toning myself down Hoping maybe my kindness comes back around Spent a long time watching myself just fading Used and abused constantly threading to be failing Then I got older saw everything as tragical Everybody lying faking all of their chronicles Tried drinking down the pain and cutting emptiness that mapped me Slowly going insane thinking they might strap me Now they ask me in a voice so cold, Why you waited til becoming over 30 years old Why you allowed yourself to be controlled Why you let yourself be pushed into a victim role Maybe cause i was confused and alone Maybe cause I was just like what well 8 years old At least for the first time the first time A man said Girl you'll be a woman you gotta know how to play Girl you gotta practice the grown up ways Now I am wiser know the world is really magical And I'm ok still remind myself I'm beautiful And I'm awake since your love it tapped me Like an earthquake oh what the hell is happening Prozac in your eyes Holding up your smile mmm I see it I feel it I need it all of the time