Blinded

My world seemed perfect, so warm and full of harmony. I saw a future so constantly! But I was blinded by the light, I did not see what was behind. I did not recognize the truth. instead I put my trust in you. I forgot that trust means pain, I forgot that nothing is forever. I forgot that life's an unfair game which you can't win, never ever! It's hard to push forward while everything I desire lies behind me. I will not recure what went wrong, I will not be a fool anymore, I will not be as blind as before. Never again! After all I'm alone in the rain but I've learned to strangle the pain, to see my life in a different point of view. I no longer care about you!