Not Like Others

Do you know the kind of feeling which says everything’s alright while you know it's not? Do you sometimes take a look in the mirror asking yourself what’s wrong, what is true and what’s a lie? I remember the day that changed my life forever, I remember the moment that opened my eyes. Since then I'm a different one and not the same anymore. Life showed me a better way, I just had to open the door. I hated myself for so many years, I fought night by night thousands of fucking tears. But I have learned that my point of view is the only thing that matters, I have learned to accept the fact that I'm just not like others. Days in grey, senseless hours, there were so many, I stopped to count to save my will to live. I did not see the beauty of flowers, The green of woods, the smile of the sun. I was forlorn in agony! I hated myself for so many years, I fought night by night thousands of fucking tears. But I have learned that my point of view is the only thing that matters, I have learned to accept the fact that I'm just not like others. I hated myself for so many years, but the chance of a new life was always near. I changed my life and walked a new line instead of an old one. But in the end I am as blind as before and I'm still not like others! I can take a look in the mirror but now I know it is not my fault that I'm just what I am, that I'm just live in another world. My own world!