Lost & Afraid

Misunderstood like life is good Living my life like I wish you would Loving myself like I wish you could Girl it's been awhile Missing your style Living in denial like I'm drowning in the Nile Feeling like a pile Walking down the aisle Seems like a mile, but I'm lost in your smile Spent a couple days soaking up the rays Write a couple plays, this is not a phase Maybe, I'm just lost in the waves Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid, yeah Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid Misunderstood like life is good Living my life like I wish you would Loving myself like I wish you could Think of you daily I "won't be late" like swae lee These women can't sway me My demons can't play me Eyes on my lady Yeah that's my baby Ties to the heart Wise with my art A knight in the night with a light from the start Playing my part, love and lust Another one bites the dust I feel the rush, I was hurt so it's hard to trust Honestly, I'm losing it I mean my sanity cause everything I plan to be gets lost in the vanity What is love if I'm not using it I'm not used to this, I know it's wrong Love is strong, I sing my song and move along I never stay cause I'm afraid I want the medal and the maiden Fascinated with the flame I was made in Looking for a sign Triple 9 with the underline Speak in sines Not the one to undermine Misunderstood like life is good Living my life like I wish you would Loving myself like I wish you could Girl it's been awhile Missing your style Living in denial like I'm drowning in the Nile Feeling like a pile Walking down the aisle Seems like a mile, but I'm lost in your smile Spent a couple days soaking up the rays Write a couple plays, this is not a phase Maybe, I'm just lost in the waves Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid, yeah Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid Misunderstood like life is good Living my life like I wish you would Loving myself like I wish you could Look into the witches brew See myself with you All my dreams are coming true In my zone, focused on the tone It heals my heart of stone Let these words carry me Wings of wisdom You can't bury me A wizard making waves in a world of mental slaves Soul seeks expression Spiritual solutions for depression Sadness turns to aggression without conscious confession All these days poured in the pen Searching for a way out the lion's den Leaving again I'll be back but I don't know when Sitting on a stack I don't ever lack Everything is right on track, yeah Everything is right on track Misunderstood like life is good Living my life like I wish you would Loving myself like I wish you could Girl it's been awhile Missing your style Living in denial like I'm drowning in the Nile Feeling like a pile Walking down the aisle Seems like a mile but I'm lost in your smile Spent a couple days soaking up the rays Write a couple plays, this is not a phase Maybe, I'm just lost in the waves Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid, yeah Maybe, I'm just lost and afraid Misunderstood like life is good Living my life like I wish you would Loving myself like I wish you could