Fighting (Covid-19 Mix)

Wanna start the track off and say that I'm tired Honestly just don't have no desire Honestly just wanna give up Take a nap and just never wake up That's what depression and suicide sound like That's what depression and suicide sound like That's what depression and suicide sound like That's what depression and suicide sound like They say the struggle is real, but I'm sick of it Rage begin to build Head hurt, so I'm losing it Loved ones keep on judging And triggering my impulsiveness Got me feeling reckless, like I'm 'bout to bust a bunch of lips Walking in His blood, so I can't release my inner crip Never needed Uber, cuz my angels give a bunch of lifts Tears as I write this I'm healing as I write this I'm letting faith conquer all fear as I write this I'm broke as I write this No joke as I write this They cut my lights out I'm in the dark as I write this Yeah my lights off, but Imma light as I write this I been living wrong on my son I gotta right this Just because my battle don't look like yours Don't mean I ain't fighting You can see the blood all the wounds I endure Can't you see the tears that I'm crying What they gon' say Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh What they gon say about me, what they gon say about me When I'm gone Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh What they gon say about me, what they gon say about me Wanna start the track off and say that I'm tired Honestly just don't have no desire Honestly just wanna give up Take a nap and just never wake up That's what depression and suicidal sound like That's what depression and suicide sound like That's what depression and suicidal sound like That's what depression and suicidal sound like Last night I dreamed a dream, that I was alive that is a lie I don't believe I beg of thee to hope and see not hopelessly open your mind to open me You don't know my odyssey judging me for the outer me Spiritually there's is more to me, that you ought to see My father's departure had cracked my shell like a poly seed Seen the picture, didn't get the picture Search for your essence in every lesson when reading scripture Empirier to these demons, inferior to disputes Downloading these situations, but honestly can't compute Need connection like a cellular tower Look at my wounds I recognize that my pain is power, ooh I got you Got the heart of David, so consider me a solid man Got a lot of wisdom, self-destructing like I'm Solomon To be or not to be is really what I'm questioning Trying to keep the faith until the day I see the son of man Just because my battle don't look like yours Don't mean I ain't fighting You can see the blood all the wounds I endure Can't you see the tears that I'm crying What they gon say Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh What they gon say about me, what they gon say about me When I'm gon Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh What they gon say about me, what they gon say about me Just because my battle don't look like yours Don't mean I ain't fighting You can see the blood all the wounds I endure Can't you see the tears that I'm crying What they gon say Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh What they gon say about me, what they gon say about me When I'm gon Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh What they gon say about me, what they gon say about me