Heavier than Heaven*

Yeah This remind me of Monettra Give me any other reason why I shouldn't relax my legs, fall and burst out into tears It was harder the first months without you Had to slowly heal, but it's harder to believe I haven't seen you for a year Don't forget about me Don't you forget about me It's exhilarating, my love died to OD Had to live my life without her If you didn't know Monettra, then you don't know half my story All they know is drugs and glory, but they haven't seen a morgue I still feel your heartbeat, said I'm sorry I still hear your voice speak, hopefully you're proud of me I'm aware I'm in your presence, yes, you're watching over me Listening so I got you and I'm forever dreaming And you took that I could ask for Now you lining up a marble counter Risky business, but I tell you, tie your hair for the hour Wish I murdered for you, fore' it didn't matter Wish I took those promises I made and brought my lady flowers Welcome to the start of my demise I carry all this weight upon my shoulders, I won't die I turn away from my screen and you tell me I don't try I only wanna live my life, you didn't give me time I see the smile on you, baby, what you need me for? Heavier than Heaven, you are greater than you'll ever know You and I both miss my beamer, but we fuckin' in a Ford I remember taking heavy doses, feeling cynical Didn't think to check, I guess you really need me more I guess that you're a ghost and now its aching to the core I guess I'm proud to say I always kept an open door You couldn't found a place to rest, my home is always yours Baby, I've been aching to the core It's been a couple months and I don't see her anymore Had another like you and she taught me how to cope If it were up to you, you would say to not get close This remind me of Monettra Give me any other reason why I shouldn't relax my legs, fall and burst out into tears It was harder the first months without you Had to slowly heal But it's harder to believe I haven't seen you for a year Don't forget about me, don't you forget about me It's exhilarating my love died to OD, had to live my life without her If you didn't know Monettra, then you don't know half my story All they know is drugs and glory It's no wonder you're adoring I found love in the worst timing, not the victim, ears are ringing Stop the shouting All they know is this and that, they hypocrites Avoid the facts I found love in the worst timing, not the victim, ears are ringing Stop the shouting All they know is this and that, they hypocrites Avoid the facts