Missing You

Man whats going on family man I just want y'all to know That I'm good Through all this You know what I'm saying It's just a, it's just Another chapter in my life It's just apart of my journey But I got my head held high Through it all You know what I'm saying Never letting my chin touch my chest That's the motto I'm sticking to It ain't all bad You know what I'm saying I just want y'all to understand that That this is something That God had planned for me God I pray I hold it together I barely make it through letters Family been my heart Why allow it now To be severed Knowing I can't control when he home Despite my efforts Is really taking a toll Only you alone Can make better Normalcy don't exist When a missing piece out of place B told me be strong God I'm pulling on you For strength Let me being your son Not just be something I say Still I don't know about this God you really testing my faith I can't This is His time to work on me So it ain't got nothing to do With y'all It ain't got nothing to do With nothing else It's just between me and The Man And you know what I'm saying I'm gone work on what I can You feel me I just want y'all to know That I'm blessed man You can't thank God for life And be mad about the lessons I'ma continue to praise Him Cause all of it's a blessing I won't be in here forever fam Just looking back on the old us And how life shaped and mold us Me being the oldest I felt it fell on my shoulders But As we got older I noticed you're the addition That would be too ambitious To accept the current conditions And though Our parents struggled We always seemed to be straight Puzzles me to this day How they kept most issues at bay While we Learned to create The best of our lack of space Different sides of the same bed With feet in each others face man We was bunched up But that wasn't gone crush us Ugliest circumstances We managed to make some fun of It was a trip Making tents in the pit Quoting movies so well You'd think that we wrote the script Can't forget little leagues Boy you was prime time Running over dudes I ran with you down the sidelines Seen you to the touchdown Fam you made me so proud The same feeling I had back then Is the same I have now man I promise I still have the same big heart But I'm nothing like the old me I love my family to death And was raised by the best Just know my head's held high Never letting my chin touch my chest God I know that you got a plan We so quick to quote Jeremiah Tell me what would we do If we really knew your desires Our ways never been yours The way you think's so much higher We don't see all you've planned Til typically it's behind us It's really so insane The mysteries of your reign You know what's best for me Even if it consist of pain Even the smartest brains Inadequately explain Like how we got free will Yet our lives still be preordained Bro Mei Bri and Cali Will always view you the greatest God's spirit resonating in them Conveying what grace is Always room for redemption No matter what the mistake is But He's Lord to put faith in Not just a Savior for saving I'm not Trying to preach to you Just need to get off my mind All that I should have said When I had you right by my side The nights we would hit the strip The trips we took with the guys Just always know in my eyes You the realest person alive For real I love y'all