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Everything I see is dark I'm so alone, where can I go I just want my career on the top So I'm working through my pain My depression is too heavy I don't know how to fight anymore Cause everything goes wrong I can't control it It's making me speechless It's flowing through my brain I have many headaches I don't want anymore I don't want anyone to know It's my own pain, I have to cope with it everyday So I hide my feelings with a smile Cause I don't trust new people around me Oh I see everything I hear everything So nothing gets past me Oh I see everything coming Stay calm till I was alone Cry in my sleep so I don't sleep at night I see good things happen I see bad things happen So I gotta smoke a split, stay cool, calm, relax Gotta stay focused on the task at hand Stressin' don't make it no better I'm thinking so many ways to make money So I make my own money Never ask anyone I don't know Seeing everything in the light is much better than the dark All my pain is hidden in the maze So I'm not eager to talk to everyday I'm thinking new and better for myself I know my present better than my past life So I gotta keep my head up or I'll be too far for the wisdom Oh I learn everything in a new mindset I'm growing into a old soul, that's me Oh Oh I feel Older but I'm younger on the trail to greatness In a way that's gonna make me happy Gonna make me happy in the way I wanna do it Cause it's my own way and no one else's And when it come out my way it will come out great