Drugs & Love

I'm regretting the day I fell in love You see me falling victim to the double cup You got me feeling like I was never enough Watching you be with someone else was tough Dealing a broken heart with drugs Having a hard time to sober up I'm regretting the day I fell in love You see me falling victim to the double cup Yeah, call me over if you need a shoulder You've been acting colder I don't want to be friends Wish that we were closer Fix our shit and make amends Tell me is this where it ends Is it too much to ask for closure Traffic light mixed signals Hopeless romantic your love was plastic Don't know if I should move on, or carry on our baggage I admit we were both problematic I hate that I still love you My actions feel like I'm psychopathic F*ck your friends and the bullshit they spew, Bitches was cappin' I was there for you to cry on like a napkin You make my heart ache gotta take some aspirin Bad thoughts just keep overlappin' It should've been you and I Not you and another guy, broken inside Now i'm getting high Said you loved me first When was your heart frozen I'm feeling like the fuckin' worst Stranded in the open for you (for you, for you, for you) I'm regretting the day I fell in love You see me falling victim to the double cup You got i'm feeling like I was never enough Watching you be with someone else was tough Dealing a broken heart with drugs Having a hard time to sober up I'm regretting the day I fell in love You see me falling victim to the double cup I don't want to waste my time if I cant be by your side I got your name tatted on my brain Tatted on my mind, love is hard to find