Pretend

Vibrant night went idle Why can't I go away To stay In a place where I've been Proven to be useless I'm useless Take me, break me Say you need me When in reality I'm nothing So, all the fears And dried up tears Will not be in vain They will shine in the light And you'll see me again I'm not pretend I'm not pretending To stay here Even though I fear I am pretend I cannot mend These broken wings That you see Poor swimmer hoarding A life that's worth sinking But hold onto hope Onto things you treasure the most They will make you feel things The pretty happy things The things that make you smile And cry, all the while The things that made you who You really wanted to be When you were younger Now are gone So take me away To a place Where I can be alone Thank you For a pretty place to Think away you Make me think so hard Cuz I've been on my own For so long That I can't help but think you on I'm not pretend I'm not pretending To stay here Even though I fear I am pretend I cannot mend These broken wings That you see (And you'll see me again) (I'm not pretend)