Losing You

Your June was like a December But ice is just as powerful as fire I couldn't keep my composure When everything I'd known in you just died Where would I be if you didn't run? If you didn't hide? If you were still here with me in my bedroom tonight? If we were in love? If we didn't fight? If you showed for a second that you wanted to try? I was lost in you Drowning in your cold September tune Every cost was bitter and so wintry blue, but Who knew that I'd find myself in losing you? You were such an elegant liar My mind was opened and my world bright But you crushed every dream upon that dreamer Then my heart was broken and my hands tied Where would I be if you hadn't called? If you hadn't lied? If you were still here fucking up the thing that felt right? Where do we go When beautiful dies? 'Cause the parade didn't outlive the rain This time I was lost in you Drowning in your cruel February tune Every cost was bitter and so wintry blue, but Who knew that I'd find myself in losing you? Watch me fall Passing by Is it all In my mind? Waiting up Every night But you were gone With the tide I was left In the rubble Am I alive? I ask as I stumble Back and forth still thinking it over But losing you brought me so much closer Now I've crossed the blue On the other side, I'm finding my way through I get lost but I'm not alone now, there's so much I can do 'Cause I found myself in losing you