Happier

My doctor appointments are a regular thing now Everyone of them tells me to move on They seem to have the most simple plan To get me right back into smiling again But I don't think it is just that easy It feels like a life long war Between myself and me I don`t think I ask for to much To be happier would be enough I don`t know what else I can try Don´t wanna run circles for the rest of my life With every decision that I lately make An all encompassing fear comes creeping in And what if what they say about us is true Gen Z is incapable God we'd be screwed I don`t even feel misunderstood I don`t know how anyone ever could Make sense out of what's on my mind Because neither can I But I don`t think I ask for to much To be happier would be enough I don`t know what else I can try Don´t wanna run circles for the rest of my life My mind is manifesting lies That keep me anxious all the time My mind is manifesting lies That keep me anxious all the time My mind is manifesting lies That keep me anxious all the time My mind is manifesting lies That keep me anxious all the time How do I break the circle Tell me how to break the circle My mind is manifesting lies That keep me anxious all the time I don`t think I ask for to much To be happier would be enough I don`t know what else I can try Don´t wanna run circles for the rest of my life