no one's nothing

There it is, that feeling Don't know if I'm sad or mad Sad that I can't be the one to Hold your hand Mad that I'm not worth The beach's every grain of sand No one meets my standards So I'll always be alone Nothing makes me happy So I'm here on my phone Too hard to talk to therapists Without choking up My throat feels like I'm drinking water From an empty cup Unfinished songs I've sang too much Now they're a bore Play the same four chords for hours Arms getting sore One day I can be the one To save this world Do the things that others tried But I'm the who should No one meets my standards So I'll always be alone Nothing makes me happy So I'm here on my phone I wish I could know what I sound like through your ears But this distant ringing noise Is all that I can hear Mmm, no Nothing, no one Nothing's there, no one's here Close your eyes, I'll be gone