What You Want

I don`t even know how we got this far It all started when I saw you walking through that door You made it way to easy to fall for you With your view upon a world you promised me to show What I didn't see How you were gaslighting me Took me some time but finally Prepared some words for you to hear Let´s raise out glasses To dreaming less To real me like an oath And messing with my head Here`s to getting numb To playing dumb Did I get it wrong? Boy wasn't that what you want? I started to distrust every feeling of mine When all I was was only a blind sighted child I never understood bitterness before But you hold it like some kind of pet you adore Everything you made look bad When it wasn't yours to have Let`s make a toast out of that In your behalf let`s be said Let´s raise out glasses To dreaming less To real me like an oath And messing with my head Here`s to getting numb To playing dumb Did I get it wrong? Boy wasn't that what you want? There's an award you should get For your I-really-do-care-act Let`s make a toast up for that In your behalf let`s be said Let´s raise out glasses To dreaming less To real me like an oath And messing with my head Here`s to getting numb To playing dumb Did I get it wrong? Boy wasn't that what you want? Let´s raise out glasses To dreaming less To real me like an oath And messing with my head Here`s to getting numb To playing dumb Did I get it wrong? Boy wasn't that what you want? To getting numb To playing dumb Did I get it wrong? Boy wasn't that what you want?