Your Birthday

Take some time to think about what you told me 'Bout how nobody is what you expect them to be And I just can't get past this Let me down 'Cause you've always been much smarter than me So it makes me sick seeing you happy In a forest of redwoods, I'd always drive through you And back through If it scars my back, I don't think I'd resist If I leave you now, I couldn't find a makeshift Sicken me, somehow I love you still In this stone cold bed alone I will succumb to This illness Clothe your body with my paper skin Is it the first one thin enough to let you in? Did you just take all your favorite pieces? Oh, tell me I don't know if you're capable of self-reflection But just in case you are Who do you look like now? Sicken me, somehow I love you still In this stone cold bed alone I will succumb to This illness Cough it up, respect the things we said Many months ago To think you let me feel like I had you Who do you wish I was? Who do you wish I was?