It Can Get Better

On February 21st, my life snapped I gave so many years away, I'll never get back Now I'm looking forward at a portrait that is hard to see I'm asking everybody that I love, "What is wrong with me?" I'm looking to the left, looking to the right I'm looking at myself in the mirror just like I wanna fight This darkness that I carried, I have buried in the back of my mind Next to the real estate that is prime Then it opened up, every unspoken cut, opened eyes sewn shut, so what? Baby boy, grow up (Yea) So now I'm getting grown And I'm spitting every written 'til they're smitten when it hits home (Yea) It can only get better And I'm looking at these angels like I need a love letter Better wear a sweater, cuz we going down the rabbit hole It's been 5 years since I touched base with your soul (and I'm back!) Dated Lizzy for awhile, yea, now we're cool But this other chick fucked up my shit and set a fire too Deep within the ashes, guess a lion grew Found papyrus, now my ions wear an iron suit When class is in session, you better find a stoop When rhyming I'm priming so when it's time to shoot I never miss, a severed kiss, made me be a better gift To every person in my path until I crash into a cliff I'm back, and I got nothing left to lose I'm a wrecking ball so I'm wrecking any record that I choose My method is collecting all defective hues To paint a picture to relate until my soul renews It's overdue, now respect is what I gotta earn Been writing tragic pages, setting flames, they gotta burn Into urns, (no pause) then buried underneath a tree So when the seed grows, it's the lesson that you see (I'm back) I spent too many years weathered tears on my face With a mask and brace, feeling like a dying flower in a vase Maybe it was fate, maybe it was not Maybe I am crazy, maybe I'm the one that God forgot Maybe I'm the person that I always wished I was I write because I hurt, so in my verse, I'm always spitting blood (Ha) Forgetting what my mission was Repositioned my vision so now I'm getting buzzed Off the love, and all the people that surround me It took a long time, dog, but now I found me F*ck the past, and all the shit in which she promised Every single word that came out her mouth was never honest Now I'm feeling solace in this empty bed where I sleep You reap what you sow, and you sow what you reap All this talk is cheap, and you're racking up the bills I'm in a higher bracket now, I'm rapping with a quill It can only get better, it will never get worse (So I) Punch through the sky demanding my worth (And now I) See through the shit damaging me In the place of a child is the man you see