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My love I wish peace be with you Through any mindstate and any place you get to I'm tryna find ways just to make this simple We both been hurt and we both been misused Wronged each other till we both need tissues Not wrong to say that we both got issues But shit dude, know we strong enough to get through But walking on the wrong path with the right person Could leave us off track and both our minds hurtin' Frettin' and stressed with regrets to reverse it I don't want that cuz that would be the worst shit Turnin' our relationship into a curse it's Not what I desire and I know you don't either But the thought of losing you has got me blue with flu and fever But girl I been thinking yeah I really have been I don't want my memories with you to be past tense I don't want to just cut ties like our love died And live our one lives as if we never happened Cuz I know for one that I'd never get past it Baby you too beautiful to burn our bridge to ashes I gotta keep it standing, so I'll be understanding And do what's best for both of us so I don't cause more damage Apologizing for not, being the same man that You fell in love with and met last summer Guess somewhere in the depths girl my head went under And I feel like we might drown each other If we both try to swim out together And this the wettest storm that I've ever had to weather But I believe it's for the better Rather separate and send our own, separate endeavors Instead of force ourselves to mend again until our problems fester And we ended up on connected never send another message Another segregated friendship and every tether that we ever made togethers Snipped and severed by some scissors that'll leave us bleeding not speaking forever Cuz I can't handle that, and damnit you a catch Plus you're my best friend don't want you nothing less than And yes ma'am I get it, truthfully I and you should be, resting There should be, no cold pain If we both soulmates, eventually We'll be holding hands till we're old and gray and rest in peace Underneath, crunchy autumn leaves and some stone graves Reunite and do it right, you and I Somewhere someway some year one day Embrace and we'll both be ready But right now the lights out and life's too unsteady But I try to sleep at night in my sheets and bedding Counting sheep and blessings Drowning deep and fretting Sound asleep please let me Out the sheets re-dressing Cuz I might as well just move don't see a wink of resting In my future every single thing I think is stressing Me out, and I can't see how I can just unpack all my love for you, and peace out I'd do anything for you on my knees bowed So please allow at least pals so I don't have to leave town