I Don't Believe You

When you close my eyes I see the fractured truths you hide In the stillness that whispers mine I wonder if I've lost my mind Where do I belong, I've seen too much And now I feel so worn In this world of frost and stone My hands are always cold And I am sinking in this denial Pulled by longing and desire I vow, I act like it's not a lie Oh I pretend, though I don't believe you Help me understand I can't keep living in this pretend There's a fire burning within my soul A world you'll never know Where do I belong, I've seen too much And now I feel so worn In this world of frost and stone My hands are always cold And I am sinking in this denial Pulled by longing and desire I vow, I act like it's not a lie Oh I pretend, though I don't believe you Every glimpse behind your eyes Brings more shadows into the light You weave illusions seamlessly Yet each thread unravels Before me I am caught between what I know And what I wish to be true Teach me how to breathe again In spaces where lies no longer suffocate Where the cold can't reach the warmth inside Where my heart doesn't need to hide Go Every step forward seems mired in the past Maybe I should learn to stand alone I start to hear the whispers of my heart Where do I belong, I've seen too much And now I feel so worn In this world of frost and stone My hands are always cold And I am sinking in this denial Pulled by longing and desire I vow, I act like it's not a lie Oh I pretend, though I don't believe you