Chirality

Throw it back until I can't reflect And then I can't look back to see another light Why bother stare headlong into a new abyss And then I get pushed back into a fire pit No problem, carve the stones and feed them to the void I want to hear the silence of the Seraphim Black water, waste of time, I want to elevate I want to split convergence, but I can't escape the darkness Hold the sand Watch the time fall No one knows Find the cancer Float through life without a sacrifice In all these broken bones, I live in the unknown Avoid it, break my heart and watch it fall apart And I'll just deal with it, cause I'm in love with it I love it, pull me down And as I feel the grip, I watch the sky grow dark And I feel indifferent, indifferent Find me in another depression, and I don't wanna quit Cause I'm in love with it, I love it Past and present start to feel the same And as the days go by, nostalgia doesn't wane It's dying, ego death, I wanna dissipate I'm not an island, but an archipelago Divided, split my brain, I cannot concentrate I need an Adderall to get me through the day Attention, phantom pain, I think I hear your voice But still I can't look back, because I've got no choice I'm sorry Fear is law See the dark shine Hold my hand Feel the heat fade Cardiac, another heart attack Another epitaph, another chance to laugh Forgotten particles of shattered cartilage I wanna call the void, there's no one answering Responsive, everyone, with everyone they love So I am all alone, and I am on my own