To The Stars

I'm leaving now To the stars It's loaded now I'll do it in the yard Wait Follow me To the place where you will see Your hypocrisy We're both stuck in this Come and take a drink with me Drown your mind My adversary Forgot your face Still kept the scars I'm sober now It feels bizarre Memories haunting me Now you're thinking Hear me out Come fade away with me We'll go together My own worst enemy We all die alone No matter the life Voices call me home The end of all that I know Clinging to the memories Those we cherish Mourning so painful Intoxicated reverie Self-preservation's slavery Free me to go home Go home It's loaded Say goodnight Lost the fight Worthless shell of shit You call a man Pictures on fixtures Hold up ideas of who I am Hold up ideas of who I am Clinging to the memories Those we cherish Mourning so painful Intoxicated reverie Self-preservation's slavery Free me to go home Make sure to point it at an angle Your mom would want an open casket Maybe the car in the garage That might be the way to go End this nightmare Where did my peace go? I once had found it But now I've gone and let it go I'm not worth it I promise you I'm not So let me do this Please just let me go home