sunshine & rainbows

Sunshine Life is sunshine and rainbows I said sunshine I've learned to be hateful (Oh the sunshine) One, two, three, four Months gone by floating off with life, like One, two, three, four Stop for a second, then a whole lot more, like Four, three, two, one I say I'll keep working till my work is done Ten, nine, eight, damn The list doesn't end till the end of time They tell me the ADHD ain't so good for the Impatient things that I feel I should do But I listened a little too much now I don't want to Move on with the shit I would do if I could, like My life's on pause for a month and a quarter Then year after year I am given no quarter It's hella misleading, we're running a marathon But all the deadlines overwhelm me in the short term So I sit in my car and I speed on the highway, or Slow roll these streets till the end of the byway I miss my days as a stoner where I'd pay for Thirty a quarter and roll up a lightweight Just something mellow, cause f*ck paranoia All just a blue dream without the sequoia Tryna to figure out how to move to La Jolla When I got a baseline of North California I have to drive to the airport tomorrow And I'll see my folks give em bad news and sorrow Cause I failed my classes, they warned me to drop em But I wanted out of this city so f*ck em I'll pay my dues in a few years It's hard to consider what's coming When it's in the future Closing your eyes on the road is the method To ending up stranded without a solution Or end up dead Yeah I've thought about it Life is overrated, I'm just saying I've got doubts about it Haven't felt this way since Adam took his fucking life up out it I'm a bit afraid that these thoughts are coming up again And I think I should stop before I get too deep My psychologist keeps telling me depression is a thing My parents keep telling me I need more sleep but honestly I think I could sleep if my sleep were a bit more comforting I'm too impulsive and way too myopic I cannot play for the bullshit and stop it I'm pessimistic and call it realistic Then I go ballistic when they tell me drop it I'm narcissistic, (one, two, three, four) I'm perfect infallible Mental unparalleled, (months gone by) I am (open up my eyes, like) Godly People keep treating me shitty (one, two, three, four) So I must be shitty (close em for a second) My arrogance kinda ironic (not a fuckin second more) Half of my memories treated like fiction (one, two, three, four) And, apparently, that is a symptom (i'm running out of time, but that feeling's ignored) Of A.D.D. (one, two) But they feel real to me (three, four) So i take part in real life (life is just a game, i'm losing) Psychosis addiction (days keeping score) One, two, three, four (Four, three, two, one) Months gone by, floating off with life, like One, two, three, four (Four, three, two, one) Stop for a second, then a whole lot more, like Four... Two... (Four, three, two, one) I say ill keep working till my work is through Like ten... eight...(ten, nine, eight) If this shit doesn't end sometime soon, I'm screwed, (I'm screwed), I'm screwed, (I'm screwed) Sunshine Sunshine and rainbows, I hate those The muthafuckin sunshine In life, theres much to be grateful Sunshine Life is sunshine and rainbows I said, sunshine I'm far too ungrateful Oh, the sunshine