Illusions of Love

Fell in love with the illusion that you love me Now you're the reason that I feel so ugly Wasting time on someone that don't even love me Don't Love me All the nights that I spent on my own All the time spent waiting by my phone Getting used to being all on my own On my own And I know you don't feel a thing That shit gets in my head But I still wish you the best Even though you'll never take me back Feel so numb and I don't feel a thing I'm so filled with regret And I know I'm wasting my breath I can't even explain how bad I try Not to f*ck up my life I try to sleep But you're here every night Not in my bed But here in my head Got me thinking about All of the things that you said Fell in love with the illusion that you love me Now you're the reason that I feel so ugly Wasting time on someone that don't even love me Don't Love me All the nights that I spent on my own All the time spent waiting by my phone Getting used to being all on my own On my own And I can't erase all the pain Look for the sun, I find rain I can hear you calling my name But I know its all my head I look down and both my hands are covered in red Dream that I'm awake but then I wake up in a cold bed Thinking who would give a f*ck if I just wasn't here Feel like giving up, don't have the strength to make another year Guess we weren't together till the end Over everything I lost a friend In another life we'll meet again Fell in love with the illusion that you love me Now you're the reason that I feel so ugly Wasting time on someone that don't even love me Don't Love me All the nights that I spent on my own All the time spent waiting by my phone Getting used to being all on my own On my own