When You Die

You taught me all I knew, all the things I had to do Remembering all the ways, you left me in this haze I played your little games, your toy soldier in chains Now we don't speak anymore, like your father before The ones I love tend to hurt me the most It's hard to know we were so close 'Cause you played me like a melody Insulted me with my dreams I don't know how I'll feel when you die You've tainted all my memories Nothing left but shattered scenes I don't know how I'll feel when you die It's funny how you made me scared to be free You push me till I can't breathe and I'm screaming through my teeth The harder you hold on, the more you'll see me gone I wish I felt no guilt, but it's just the blood you spilt The ones I love tend to hurt me the most It's hard to know we were so close 'Cause you played me like a melody Insulted me with my dreams I don't know how I'll feel when you die You've tainted all my memories Nothing left but shattered scenes I don't know how I'll feel when you die The ones I love tend to hurt me the most It's hard to know we were so close 'Cause you played me like a melody Insulted me with my dreams I don't know how I'll feel when you die You've tainted all my memories Nothing left but shattered scenes I don't know how I'll feel I don't know how I'll feel I don't know how I'll feel When you die