Deep Affection

(A-A-Argent) Trying to get better, I know the change gradual How can I be overstepped by my shadow And how can I face all the things I can't handle I'm taking a journey, I step in my sandals The Wi-Fi is bad I can't form a connection with people whose actions turn into a blessing I'm cursed with the pain and my mind is a weapon The darkness and lies showing me deep affection Deceiving me, making me think that they love me They laugh at my struggle; they think that it's funny I'm over the ledge, what prevents them from shoving me Over and down, man, it's gotta be something I missed Overlooked, maybe just something small Yet it's something so major, destroying 'bout all of the strength I have left It's so silly, I call out for help, but I'm met with inanimate walls staring back at me Met with a lack of determination, but I push through the back while these obstacles interfere What am I doing here, what am I doing here, what am I doing here Call out for help, but I'm met with inanimate walls staring back at me Met with a lack of determination, but I push through the back while these obstacles interfere What am I, what am I, I, I, I, I Wipe away my soul, now I got nothing to lose Gonna reach my goal, now I got something to prove Try to hold me back, but you're holding back yourself There's no folding, and I am winning for myself Conscience, conscience, what do you show me? Nothing but lies, so I gotta outgrow me Gotta go show me, gotta go slow These trials are better off being taken carefully Find someone like me that's rare I mean who do you know that performs when they're scared I see multiple people who are walking the wire Cannot be saved, well the devil's a liar Shoot 'em on fire, gotta get it Desire what I want when I see all the people admire me Faced all my fears, gonna run the empire I'm climbing the ladder Got higher and higher and higher and higher and higher and higher Trust in my Lord, put the faith in the fire Persevere, never catch me getting tired Don't charge for a feature, don't do it for hire Deep affection, enemy that inspires Deep affection, enemy that inspires Deep affection, enemy that inspires Deep affection, enemy that inspires It's a blessing, something to be admired It's a blessing, something to be admired It's a blessing, something to be admired It's a blessing, something to be admired