Leaving

On my time, Imma do it on my time Take a step back, it's a journey Imma dive in When I want to, cause I want you But I don't want you to know that Imma fall for you Light the campfire resting on my shoulder Feel the warmth grow we're not getting colder We're just getting older Got me overthinking what if I had never told her Got a strange feeling, it's a warning Being cautious, getting boring Red flags rising, danger soaring So naive, my heart is roaring I'll never change, I'm not the same Trusting my feelings ignoring my brain Trusting my feelings won't erase the pain Trust in the healing, got one thing to say Take my time, but you think I'm stalling Run to you but I keep on falling Waste my time when I could be calling you Memories I keep recalling Heartrate rising, I keep on breathing Giving love, but I'm not receiving Fantasy, what was I perceiving Hard to love when you keep on leaving Got me thinking lately how'd you get inside my head Got me feeling trippy lately everything is red I wish I was immune to all the lies that you had said And I should've walked away but I was listening instead How could we win, how can we just start over A better end maybe one with some closure Show you my feelings give you that exposure An understanding before it's all over Working on myself I know that I am not the best I gotta lot of issues that have never been addressed I thought that I could trust you with the feelings I suppressed Should've known it would go south when it all started to go west Got an opportunity to finally say goodbye And it could've been amazing imagine if we had tried Some more communication and a less amount of lies I was blinded by the love you're an enemy in disguise Take my time, but you think I'm stalling Run to you but I keep on falling Waste my time when I could be calling you Memories I keep recalling Heartrate rising, I keep on breathing Giving love, but I'm not receiving Fantasy, what was I perceiving Hard to love when you keep on leaving