Summer's Cold

Never sold back when I wrote a song that I liked Never told who I love how they affect my life Getting old, all the nights, lie awake, when I cry Summer's cold back in my early life when I tried Never sold back when I wrote a song that I liked Never told who I love how they affect my life Getting old, all the nights, lie awake, when I cry Summer's cold back in my early life when I Tried my best, but they needed more I Guess that's life, could've sworn I'm sure I Messed up, messed up a lot I swore I Questioned it maybe I implored my Way to where I am right now I don't know why and I don't know how When will I stop, what can I allow I'm jumping off, falling off the tower Summer's Cold where I'm from yeah my mind tends to freeze And the sun's in the blizzard, the heat in the breeze Similar to trees, Imma change when I leave When I find out the way, I will drive, got the keys In my hand and we're gonna go straight up Straight down the lane like we're making a layup Making a song and the bank gotta pay up Can't go to bed, I record and I stay up Like I said in New Soul I'm gonna embrace the cold I run it under pressure you know I will never fold yeah yeah Never sold back when I wrote a song that I liked Never told who I love how they affect my life Getting old, all the nights, lie awake, when I cry Summer's cold back in my early life when I tried Never sold back when I wrote a song that I liked Never told who I love how they affect my life Getting old, all the nights, lie awake, when I cry Summer's cold back in my early life when I Tried to excel when I'm passing the test I got doubt on my right but a bag on my left And I've gotten used to putting up with the stress And I cannot deny it, I've got it, I'm blessed Only one thing that you know Imma lean toward Real good beat; RGB, like a keyboard Do what I want cause it is not a means towards Reaching an end otherwise it would be for nothing What a waste of my time in the cold winter freeze While the sun burns my face, and the cold breaks my knees Why's the end so extreme, can I just meet my needs? Stepping back for a sec, gotta reach inner peace that I want without waging a war All the heat and the cold started making me sore Not like an eagle I fall to the floor Live in a storm unlike ever before Want it to stop but I keep getting more I want to go in but they're closing the door Stuck in a room never needing a tour Pull out a cup of my words and I pour Catch me when I fall Watch me when I fly Praise me in the sky Mourn me when I