Brutally Honest

Found a way to elevate And I bet you know what I'ma say When I start talkin' this way Gotta elevate won't get far If you don't spread your wings That's why they make roads with different lanes Only thing switched are zeros on the check They told me give up, now I'm standin' on Their neck I always held pride, it's a thing I protect Saying On another note, I'm different now Since I found my soul, I'm distant now I'm an open door, you can walk right out Do I give a f*ck? You don't wanna find out Truth is better than lies I'd rather tell the truth than be sad with Lies So hate me for the truth, don't be sad with Lies And yeah, I said the truth is better than Lies Cause I'm only gonna be me I can't believe it, you won't see The best parts of me I tear to size so only I can see Sometimes I don't understand myself Bury my mind, putting miles under my belt Swimmin' in the lake of mistakes like a Mike Phelps Therapy sessions turn to songs and it might help But I don't know yet, no I don't know yet, no I don't know yet Looking at the clock makes it move too slow So I look away when I'm tryna make dough Misunderstood things change, but I don't They say everybody gets phased, but I don't Only thing mainstream about me is my iPhone Only thing mainstream about me is I'll die alone Mixed messages Devil and the angel on my shoulder never agree Sometimes life is stressing me Don't got time, we can all agree I'll be in my mind, but in a different state You can back me fine, but you know I won't stay Found a fine line between love and hate Don't waste your time, might as well go pray Heartbreak is a place that I know too well Gave away my heart, it never went too well Tore myself apart, I was living in hell Now your name don't ring, I don't hear no bell Out of spite, I decided that I won't fail Life's a bitch mine told me not to kiss and tell Nowadays I've been feeling like a ghost in a shell To be continued till I further get to know myself