Paranoid, from 11/30

(Oh) Paranoid when she don’t text back Thinking she sneaking ‘round by my back Insecurities they attack When they hit it feel like heart attack Paranoid when she don’t text back Thinking she sneaking ‘round by my back Paranoid when she don’t text back Thinking she sneaking ‘round by my back Insecurities they attack And when they hit it feel like heart attack And she tryna change my ways I’ll remain the same The drugs are calling me I don’t know what to say Muscle relaxer made me lay back Hoping it don’t give me heart attack She on the way with a new Xanax I promised myself that I won’t relapse I will not take it, take it, take it I gotta make it, make it, make it Better not break it, break it, break it I’m talking about my heart She been right there from the start All that I own just know it could be yours Promise don’t put my heart into the floor And promise that you will not turn to a whore You can be mine if you stay the same We getting used to the purple rain You know I’m not one to be sparking a flame You make me feel like I’m on a plane Losing my conscious Falling for you and I’m just being honest What is upon us? Too many heartbreaks I won’t let you be one Crying for help Like you in a nightmare Losing yourself Looking for love that’s not fair There’s no fair love we all sacrifice what’s there Want distance when I’m mad Being distant won’t last Paranoid when she don’t text back Thinking she sneaking ‘round by my back Insecurities they attack And when they hit it feel like heart attack And she tryna change my ways I’ll remain the same The drugs are calling me I don’t know what to say Paranoid when she don’t text back Thinking she sneaking ‘round by my back Insecurities they attack And when they hit it feel like heart attack And she tryna change my ways I’ll remain the same The drugs are calling me I don’t know what to say Crying for help Like you in a nightmare Losing yourself Looking for love that’s not fair There’s no fair love we all sacrifice what’s there Want distance when I’m mad Being distant won’t last I don’t know what to say (Too many heartbreaks I won’t let you be one) I don’t know what to say I don’t know what to say (You make me feel like I’m on a plane) I don’t know what to say I don’t know what to say (She been right there from the start) (Too many heartbreaks I won’t let you be one) Oh Paranoid when she don’t text back Thinking she sneaking ‘round by my back Insecurities they attack Oh Oh Oh Paranoid when she don’t text back Thinking she sneaking ‘round by my back Insecurities they attack Oh Oh I’ve found the one And I’m so paranoid of losing you Luckily you feel the same way 11/30 we made it official and we wondered If it’s possible to love someone without paranoia Not necessarily paranoid of un-loyalness But paranoid for each other safety Insecurities take over like mind control Love isn’t fair because we sacrifice our sanity You’ll lose yourself looking for fair love Ask yourself if you’re paranoid Oh