...Not You

It's not you, it's me I'm too hardheaded, too weak Trust issues arising, please leave Before I cry, It's not you, it's me How do I say it? It's the time, it's the placement And you're practically perfect but on a much different wavelength And if I take off my mask you'll drop dead on the pavement And if I give you my heart, you'll drop it cause the weight is Heavier than, depression and the anxiety controlling your life I'm in a psychosis so I know that this won't turn out right Because sooner or later, I've got an appointment with suicide Will you experience death for me before you die? Yeah that's what I thought, now go, let me get back to business I'm a workaholic and that alone is what makes me the richest You don't get it, I do it to get it done i don't do it to get it Cause once it's gotten getting it ain't doing nothing but scribbling I have everything I need, why would I want you? Someone to love me for being me? Don't hide from the truth I know you're lying because honestly I ain't all that cool As a matter a fact it's safe to say that I'm only a fool It's not you, it's me I'm too hardheaded, I'm too weak Abandonment issues arising, please leave Before I start to cry It's not you, it's me I'm walking on a thin line I'm faded all the time Because the time I fade away Could happen at anytime My anxiety's sky high, I stay up through the night Reading scrolls n scriptures, listening to rhymes Kendrick, Cole, and Drake, you all ready know the vibes DAMN, Nothing Was The Same, For Your Eyez Only combined to give you a humble Start from the bottom to put a finger in the sky for her I tell ya I'm stressing, I'm getting older with every step I don't know if the next one will be of regress or regret Either way it's going downhill so get out of the way You don't wanna go with me cause things are gonna get strange My brains deteriorating faster than how quick I fell in love with you To find out, you're not even in love with you And that alone brings confliction, I can't break you out of prison You have to learn for yourself until then I'll stay distant It's not you, it's me I'm too hardheaded, I'm too weak Trust issues arising, please leave Before I start to cry It's not you, it's me