beautiful lie

I've got no shelter from the rain I phase in and out of place Weaving through a broken world Holding dreams I can't unfurl And your face is just a blur Static replaces what you were I can't tell what is real Why can't my mind just stay still for once Have you Left me here to die Oh you faithless ghost we could have both escaped the night Was I a beautiful lie beyond your control Was I a devil in your eyes disguised as a ghost Oh tell me please what we could have been If I could I'd go back and erase all my sins Oh my perfect world has come undone Fragments of my mind return to dust I hear the whispered screams of dissonant thoughts And I just want it all to stop Oooh your illusions faded with the wind Of a wonderful life we could never have lived Is there anything that lies beyond the fog Or just another broken promise from some fabricated god So tell me Was I a beautiful lie beyond your control Was I a devil in your eyes disguised as a ghost Oh tell me please what we could have been If I could I'd go back and erase all my sins Are you happy in your silence, are you feeling free Are you feeling free Do you think you are so righteous in your apathy Oh tell me please Oh tell me please what I could have done I don't need your shame I don't need your love