Heartless

Been drunk, been down Last couple nights I don't fuckin' know how Ain't no lie, I can't recall Mine got me so high She got in my bed Hopin' I'd be there When she wake up I don't want that I don't need that Fresh outta break-up 'Y say I got a fast life One night be my all nights Talk about my last wife (Last what?) Chill down, I'm just messin' witcha Talk about my ex Ain't got a text I just wanna know why You let me by myself Put me back on ya shelf I just wanted you to know That I ain't fuckin' with you Too bad Aye, turn it up a notch Man, I gotta watch But I don't want no-fuckin'-body touch me I don't want no 'ttachments Down for detachments Man, I love the fame and the such Whoa, what a rush Hit it and I flush Callin' me a 'lush' And I found a brush No matter how bad I be tryin' to dash, I'm not B. Allen, I'm not Flash I can not f*ck with no gettin' attached You be like, more be like gettin' attacked But you get a pack, you in the backseat I don't wanna see no pills on the backseat of my R8, I don't want a mess, ain't gon lie, I ain't got seats in the back 'S why I bought the car bitch Don't want no company till I get rich 'S why I do what I do bitch And y'all can be resentful but that's just my niche Safe bet, you'd be down for couple nights with an asshole Y'all wish you could change me But you deep in the black hole Donnie could've been the guy for you but y'all broke him Say hi to the rabbitface F*ck first base Love, hate I don't give a f*ck about none of them Love, hate Can't feel shit, I'm one of them Love, hate I don't give a f*ck about none of them Love, hate Can't feel shit, I'm heartless Waking up to the sunlight feeling dark still no I Don't need no pills got all these issues Clouding my mind trying to find the right path It's simple math I'm hurting inside but at the Same time I gotta keep pushing for my people Keep the smile on my sisters face never do I Want my soul to depart then you can call Me heartless I'm charmless I gotta keep The hardness of my skin can't let failure Into the mix Call me Heartless Yea I'm heartless All these issues clouding my mind I just want relief from my problems Guess life isn't simple like that It has a lot of twists and turns like A rollercoaster Putting one and one together it just doesn't Make sense why did it have to be me Seems like nowadays ever corner I turn to Is a dead end sent it again I'm just fed up My soul is hurting just leave me alone at This point in my viewpoint I should have you In gunpoint show you that I'm heartless Show you that I'm not as weak as you Imagine and that is a fantasy I'll leave you In agony look in my eyes and see a galaxy I'm endless this feeling got me patiently Waiting sitting through the brutality no It's not fan fiction I'll show you the truth I just want it all to end i just want my people To be proud wanting to be able to wake up And not wish I'm stuck in a false reality I just wanna tell my mom I love her the Way she loves me don't wanna see her Crying I'm trying Yea I go through issues on the daily basis No one sees what's underneath people come And go as they please you only got yourself The day my problems disappear is the day I find myself funny that would never happen Not cappin I snap at the people I hold close This is the path I chose sit back and reminisce About my problems when I could of made everything better When I could of owned up to my actions Could of been hustling everyday and not Stress knowing my family set for life I tried To be the savor I was the wrong pick heartless