SCARS ON MY FACE

Scars on my face I can talk about it Scars on my face I can talk about it Yea scars that wonu0027t wash away Scars that jump around inside your head Yea warriors donu0027t run they fight till the end Before it all began the neighborhood Friends were swinging and enjoying life It was Tuesday morning 09 always knew Who were the days 1u0027s and travelers Before I knew it I was caught up in The wrong crowd before I knew it I was left alone in the darkness Whenever they looked me in the eyes I saw only hate only had about 2 Who rocked with me the more social? I tried to be the more distant it felt The next day I was walking down the Road and met depression and anxiety had a few friends Back stab me so I always knew to categorize I always for some reason Knew how to jeopardize relationships Always evaluating everything I do Talking before I think then go home And let it sink in looking in the mirror I really canu0027t recognize myself Weu0027re back to the start I canu0027t believe it Itu0027s executions day all over again Scars on my face I can talk about it Scars on my face I can talk about it Yea Scars that wonu0027t wash away Scars that jump around inside your head Scars that run deeper then blood Sweat and tears nineteen years of burying My fears this time Iu0027m putting it aside I just want to go back in time be happy Again four years now it only gets worse Man the scars that I live with On my dome and on my soul And this hate I carry in my heart I'll never let it go I learned too Many lessons as a fucking adolescent To turn a blind eye on the prying eye Of the demons always in my presence So I stay a step ahead, to keep myself From stressing keep my mouth shut N eyes open n stay smithy with my wesson Familiar with aggression and only trusting the ones I know Skipping all that tessin cuz gladiators Live by the code But the codes something I forgot Certain times of my life that's Why I'm sittin on probation And The ptsd in my mind got me Wishin sometimes I could change the Station got me diggin for something Deeper In my mind like I'm angry No porn, masturbation reminding About the times in life when the cuts was Fly but bank account was vacant Now desire for success in this rap game But got me feeling so god damn impatient Like I'm trynna catch something That ain't even worthy chasin In a race That ain't worth racin but I was put through These Battles for a purpose and this I know cuz I'm a battletorn warrior who's thrivin by His code Scars on my face I can talk about it Scars on my face I can talk about it Yea Scars that wonu0027t wash away Scars that jump around inside your head