River of Clear

I'm floating in a river of clear I'm drowning in an ocean of dark I'm crying the saltiest of tears In a motel based off a broken heart I learned to swim and I learned how to cry and I learned how to live and I learned how to die On this river of comfort and hallucinations Cursed with the burden of self preservation I know I'm all alone I've traveled far and wide to see If this life has anything else for me On my travels I've learned only one thing That pain and despair are as far as the eye can see I learned to swim and I learned how to cry and I learned how to live and I learned how to die On this river of comfort and hallucinations Cursed with the burden of self preservation I know I'm all alone I know I'm all alone I know I'm all alone