Dying Lotus

This is way more than the walls closing in I ain’t waiting to move on from these sins Feeling ready to dissolve in the mist Know I said that shit before ‘cause it’s true I guess I’m just caught in a trip No escaping, I feel aimless with this all, can’t pretend That these lanes ain’t been the same, but I can’t stop giving in It’s too baseless to say God is my friend Told you why many times, but you basically forgot it again That’s what happened since I haven’t been observed All these bad trips in my attic, now I’m ashing in the urn Heightened sadness got me passive, no more laughing, just the burns Crashing afterwards ‘cause that’s just what I actually deserve A malady or what have you, fix the term A tragedy of a chapter, lift the curse So I turn towards my reflection, aim attack Then I watch it all fade to black Hey, we meet again It’s me, your only friend Been with you since the beginning Welcome to the end The only one who understood me The only one who felt the wounds bleed The only one who can live through me So won’t you switch sides with me? So won’t you switch sides with me? I’m ready to die I’m ready to die Hi, my name is Veronica My other half couldn’t follow, he probably got swallowed in The toxic shallow end where I was hiding in He was down here before, now he’s out of it Tentatively moving on from this For betterment or worse, I’m promising To carry out what you thought was fin, ‘cause this is fem Time to ascend to get closer towards divinity No more pretending, make your amends with your inner femininity Ain’t no regrets, no need to reflect, of course I remember everything Of course I remember everything, of course I remember everything But does anyone remember me? Said, does anyone remember me? Either way, the world is ours So I need the power, and all the flowers To be married, or to be buried? Die with me Am I pretty yet? Die with me Am I pretty yet?