Irene Santos

My funny valentine Sweet comic valentine You make me smile with my heart Your looks are laughable Unphotographable Yet you're my favourite work of art Is your figure less than greek Is your mouth a little weak When you open it to speak Are you smart? It was March 6th, 2001 The birth of a delicate delicacy, you're the one An irresistible Pisces, didn't know it was likely You'd do more than entice me, this was just for fun I should've known once I stared into your eyes That you'd be mine, but that was just a product of my foolish pride You know, into you I dive? How many times I gotta say it? Look mami, quit playing, I'm patient and I'm still wading Through this ocean of emotion But if we hold each other we don't drown I promise you we'd be floatin' Disregardin' the hoes, 'cause your soul is what has my focus Hopin' that you gon' open, 'cause everybody else noticed Yeah everybody else knows it, I can't hide it At this point there ain't no point in trying, but please keep supplying Your energy, this is a necessity A heavenly remedy, especially 'cause I'm not dying And don't be scared to look at the kid I know back in February you felt the shift It wasn't just me, nah it couldn't be Gave you my heart, a month later, they thought you took from me Why's everybody watching? I didn't call them over here I promise All this attention I'm trying to abolish So we could polish each other in private Beautifully blossom and hopefully start a garden if I'm being honest But will I ever make it that far? You've already been deflowered, I'm off to a bad restart I thought that moment was ours, now I'm losing my power But this ain't the final hour, we didn't get to that part And we never will even if you fucking try I will never be forgotten, even if I die Is it Irene or irony? Considering that I'm Still alive cause you, babygirl you saved my life Look at me with your eyes Look what you've done to me Look at me with your eyes Look what you've done to me Look at me with your eyes Look what you've done to me Look at me with your eyes Look what you've done to me Look at what you've done Look what I've become Out here begging for your love Was I not enough? If I was please tell me where we went wrong Please tell me where we went wrong No more hiding the way I feel All of this is way too real This black heart of mine may never heal Te conozco tan bien Te conozco tan bien Te conozco tan bien Mas que de lo sabes Been by myself since you left me Dipped with no sweat, been filled with regret Ever since, but I really hope you kept the Words that I said that I filled in your head That I meant from my heart, not my testees Bet you never got passed the sexting Next scene where he's confessing All of the depths she's crept Especially when he was venting bout being alone And despite my vulnerability, I felt like you belonged in my zone So I let you in, gave you all that I had to give, but it wasn't enough Being that we ended up hella corrupt Especially me when you left me crushed F*ck Te conozco tan bien Te conozco tan bien Te conozco tan bien Mas que de lo sabes How could you ever expect me to just let the past be the past? Telling me that you don't want me to like you? That's selfish to ask As if a week before that, you weren't ready to make me a dad And don't try to act like all that had happened was all just an accident Just to make me feel more bad I know that I had you, in that moment we was cuddling Lost your self control, you just let go and I was loving it Then shit just went left and then you left me at my ugliest I'll never forgive you or myself for June 20th You said I made it 'bout me, but this here is 'bout you You don't love yourself enough, and the way you treat me now's the proof You let our bond just fall apart, restored the autumn in my heart I'll be honest, that shit made me wanna leave with no restart So my dear acquaintance dep, you don't wanna hear what's next I'ma leave with no regrets, you could join me nonetheless But until we meet again in Hell The love you didn't want, I'll try to give back to myself But I still need your help Me conoces tan bien Me conoces tan bien Me conoces tan bien Mas que de lo sabes The dreary moon that is my soul, nothing more than craters Crestfallen once again My crescent no longer glows Dejected, discontent and disconnected On the surface, I like to just toy with the idea that I may or may not understand But deep down I always do like, I fucking get it I'm not an idiot It's more like a desire for self acceptance, I guess Something along that line of self And I think I'm willing to do just about anything to get closer to that Cause I've nothing to lose ¿Tú entiendes? Actually it's not so much of an abstract, or even anything all that conceptual It's just me, and I'm not one to be forgotten, no matter what ¡Es impossible! No, sorry, you don't know me, not one bit Tú no me conoces No me puedes amar, nobody can Not even me It's not that I didn't let you understand You just don't have the abilities to But trust me papi, you will Maybe you already do and I just won't give you that satisfaction of security Nos vemos en el infierno Te conozco tan bien Te conozco tan bien Te conozco tan bien Mas que de lo sabes Me conoces tan bien Me conoces tan bien Me conoces tan bien Mas que de lo sabes