Overture

The very roots of our development Such a complex spectrum that we've been delving in Every root, still unsure of once we get to them if We should acknowledge them in remembrance This is the curse of the adolescence Still flirt with our evanescence Just let it bleed We all have until we're 17 Since the beginning of my adolescence I've always asked this question How can I attract a blessing? And just through that came many lessons, and now I lessen I feel dejected, discontent and disconnected No disrespect but I'm not repenting, or even praying What am I saying? I've been constantly contemplating Kamikaze to stop the lateness If God could stop me then why's he waiting? Probably plotting with lots of patience Since I've been sinning with Satan Adjacent to all my hatred awakened cause I'm complacent To every bit of fakeness that's been vacant inside my cycle With goals still taller than the Eiffel Don't you pass me a rifle, I promise I'll see an eye full Of blood, anything to get closer to a numb Anything to get closer to my love But none of these habits will bring me up above So I digress With all due disrespect, I feel like an orphan at best Couldn't run to either shoulder, my troubles they'll never get Especially if they caused them Disguised attacks with their love but that ain't honest No aftermath I combust inside their lava, face-first and I'm falling No way I could dodge them, wait I'm feeling nauseous Every single flame made its way to my brain Can't tell if it's inner passion or a monster But I'm sure I'll find a way to defeat it Still trying yeah you better believe it Had to peak in the mirror and realize that every demon that I've been seeing's Just a product of me and let's just agree I had to humanize the tensai And balance out all the truth and lies, it's do or die Surprised that I'm still even alive, like what is suicide? Who am I? It's all a blur to me It's all a blur to me It's all a blur to me It's all a blur to me It's all a blur to me It's all a blur to me So enter the void Where every piece of me is kept and destroyed