let her down

Yeah I feel like I sound white as f*ck This just how I talk though, like She said that I wish that you would care I told her that I would if I just could but I just can't Now we in a predicament, it's awkward where we stand You say that I'm not listening and I don't understand I'm sorry that I'm busy and I can't attend your plans Like this just the way I am I don't know I fear that I'm not doing it right They say to live by love, there's no lover in my sight But there's an upside, how my bank account look nice I got too much time, I get lost inside my mind You just the punchline and you think that they your friends Now ask yourself if it's like how it was when it began I'm trying to make some bands and invest on me I live in my own land and it gets lonely But last night I called my friend and they helped me go to sleep Wow like I love you so much, oh my goodness so fucking much Love you more than you'll ever know Her heart pure, I let her go Mistakes made, am I a better man? That's something I'll never know I always swear I am Swear I'm always doing better now But every time I find another girl, I just find another way to let her down Like bruh, it's a cycle at this point She said that I wish that Oh wait wrong bar, my fault my fault listen She said that I wish that you would care I told her that I would if I just could but I just can't Now we in a predicament, it's awkward where we stand You say that I'm not listening and I don't understand I'm sorry that I'm busy and I can't attend your plans Like this just the way I am I don't know What that dude say what that kid say back in the day? I'ma lose my mind either way Hahaha that's funny