never theirs

I do not know what to say I do not know what to say No, Ima lose my mind either way I dont have a plan, I dont feel like a man My lifes kickin at my ass, wanna run should've ran Minutes gonna pass, nothing is gonna change Hours gonna pass I will still feel the same I opened my hands, I'm never theirs I opened my plans, I'm never theirs Wanna run should've ran, I'm never theirs Suffocate inside the sand of my mental Hold up I wish I could tell you Hold up wanna be a better man, I know that I failed you Hold up I do not wanna care no more I just wanna get loose I wanna cut everyone off and destroy myself by myself I wont, I wont, I know that you need me I can't just leave But I already feel the world is disappointed all 'cause of me She wanna be the one I need, but I do not know what I need She wanna be the one I need, but she do not bring me no peace But lately I been going mad I lose myself but I try never be showing that But I lose myself all the time, I lose myself in these rhymes I lose myself thinking they're mine, I lose myself thinking I'm one of a kind But Ima run it up Make some cash if I can go dumb enough Ima record my jawn till the sun is up Recording 'cause your boy coming up I be doing my best with this shit and recording it Don't come supporting it after I'm flourishing Don't get too comfortable, theres always more to get Bound to lose something so prepare to mourn again I dont got a plan, I dont feel like a man My lifes kickin at my ass, wanna run should've ran Minutes gonna pass, Ima still feel the same Time is gonna pass, nothing is gonna change I opened my hands, I'm never theirs I opened my plans, I'm never theirs Wanna run should've ran, I'm never theirs Suffocate inside the sand of my mental