Off My Chest

Wanna get it off my chest How I feel inside Wanna get it off my chest How I feel inside Wanna get it off my chest How I feel inside Wanna get it off my chest How I feel inside This life put me through the test I can't even lie Like a game chess Yeah I gotta move right I say it with my chest Say the wrong thing, I might We probably could of worked Only if I tried more And give it all I got It's my fault, I'm a work whore I wanna see you but the truth is I'm too tired Promise your the only one that I admired Cupid shot again, again but he misfired Hoping you would wait Look how that transpired Runaway from love That's the way I been wired Just a little more time What was required Looking back now I weren't in the right space Wrong mentality Now I'm missing your face So I'm sorry that I kept it at a slow pace Can't get you off my mind now the last few days And now its hard to think that we're not compatible All the ups and downs We went through and battle them all Went and left me on my own No one for me to call I need speak up I'm done with tryna act cool Afraid to get hurt Yeah that's my insecurity Bad past I don't wanna go through scrutiny Getting serious So that's when I up and leave I can't explain it It's just sutting that is in me Only a matter of time Till they gonna move on Then it comes to light All the things that you do wrong Buy a ring that shines I don't wanna see you gone Argued that I'm right Looking back, I admit wrong I rack another line Then I go and write this song Hard for you to deny Next to me is where you belong Promise that I tried Probably done it for too long I see it from your side Me too, I would of withdrawn Been back and forth Now your telling me you want more I couldn't be the man That you really wanted me for I pray to the Lord That my trust he can restore Now my hearts sore When you left I felt it tore Feeling can't ignore Now my emotions gon' pour out Leave me vulnerable The paranoia caused doubt Which way do I turn? I'm tryna found the right route Swear I love you I just can't say it out loud Fixated, I could pick you out a crowd Man I wanna be with you I don't wanna be without All them times I think about you Nah I can't even count Tell me what to do I just wanna make you proud If I could turn back time How I acted, I would change it I reflected, as a man iv upgraded Broken hearts hurt Never underestimate it Hurts more when your the one who create it Deep in my thoughts Now I know that I'm a burden We all mistakes Everyday I'm still learning To say how I feel I just couldn't find the wording When will I heal? I should of said it all in person I'm determined before my feeling worsen Get it off my chest Tell you my version Weight off my shoulder I aint even scratched the surface Let it now, just tryna find my purpose To make it up to you I'll do what I gotta do Give you space If you call, I'll be there you I finally face That my hearts been broke in two I let good one go It aint nutting new