Misery (4am)

4AM and I ain't been to sleep 4AM and I ain't been to sleep 4AM and I ain't been to sleep Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key Got me feeling got me feeling Misery just loves my company 4AM and I ain't been to sleep Misery just loves my company Had me thinking it was just me But then again I never really been that lucky I get the feeling everybody wants to f*ck me And ain't a mother fucking soul that really trusts me Must be something I did in a past life No I ain't really been living nothing but bad times I get up into my feelings, and writing sad rhymes Just to keep my mind off of taking my damn life I told you I'm dealing with problems Ain't nobody about to help me come solve them Up every night steady turning and tossing Pain on my brain so I deal with this often I'm getting lost in All these emotions I've been withholding Swear to God shit got me losing my focus This is my therapy, that's why I wrote this Hold it 4AM and I ain't been to sleep Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key Got me feeling weak and it's looking bleek Misery just loves my company That's why they f*ck with me, then duck from me And everybody wants to pretend they loving me so 4AM and I ain't been to sleep Misery just loves my company 4AM and I ain't been to sleep Misery just loves my company I'm feeling mixed up I don't give a f*ck, and at the same time I'm still caring too much Anxiety got my heart feeling a rush Insomnia keep my head stuck in a run I never know what I should do to make a move I get up on the mic and spit my truth Everything I'm feeling, what I'm going through Or should I just try to relate to you And speak on the way I pretend I'm okay So hopefully nobody lock me away See the look on they faces, they think that I'm cray But this be the shit that I feel every day Losing the ones that I love, and it's strange Spend all of my time in a state of decay This life is the game that I don't want to play All up in my feelings don't want to explain Hey 4AM and I ain't been to sleep Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key Got me feeling weak and it's looking bleek Misery just loves my company That's why they f*ck with me, then duck from me And everybody wants to pretend they loving me so 4AM and I ain't been to sleep Misery just loves my company 4AM and I ain't been to sleep Misery just loves my company