lindsey

September stays too hot So we go out for food I change a story detail To not hurt your mood Your TV ray beams stick around And they soon will start to blind With the memories of things better Well I'm better, I'm fine But I've been Losing sleep Living through my Hottest dreams And at two AM I'm reading texts Tryin' to figure out What it means If I could stop this pattern Don't you think I'd try? I'm always caught somewhere between A bastard truth and a fucking lie The sunset seems to strengthen us But I'm swimming in my mind I drink air like I'm drowning And this is how I stay alive But I've been Losing sleep Living through my Hottest dreams And at two AM I'm reading texts Tryin' to figure out What it means Cause I feel Like Lindsey Staring up at The ceiling Where I ruminate And I desecrate All the way things used to be But now I'm stuck in second gear Primed with the things I wanna hear It's no joke, I'm sincere Music playing I stand up And I catalog what I'll miss And I try to talk And I try to talk But all your silence makes me pissed This wasn't supposed to go Quite like this But I still leave with hair caught In my fist And I drive straight home But collapse on the road And let a car turn me to mist Cause I've been Living through my Hottest dreams And at two AM I'm reading texts Tryin' to figure out What it means Cause I feel Like Lindsey Staring up at The ceiling Where I ruminate And I desecrate All the way things used to be