panopticon

It is written on the billboards There's an evil in the air There is evidence of something It is climbing up the stairs It is sitting in the corner With its two unfeeling eyes Waiting patiently to let me know Of the surprise But I will not take it anymore I will open up the door When I see the pulse of my own self-worth just threading on the floor I will stand up and face it I will be no replacement Nor a secondary figure to my Own life's sad engagements Well I guess I know the feeling When the feelings come and go I should say sorry to my friends For things I said so long ago But instead I'll keep on trucking Hell it's what I like to do And pretend I'm not an asshole Just some fucking friend to you But I will not take it anymore I will slam myself through the door And I'll squint at light like I'm not my own 1984 A panopticon of virtue Unreliably so bad inside Well I look within and hope that one day I will let myself fall down and die