Drown In Mud

This is about me On a phone conversation With my legacy I'm about to loose My integrity On a public station Just like you warned me But what else could I do? If I'm on my worst day This week has been the worst Since I can remember Waiting for something to Change my life but that Only happens in movies I'm high again To drugs in my brain again And I can't guess how long I can stand this way Oh this way This way Now I am drowning in mud Come say goodbye to me in the mud Now I am drowning in mud Come say goodbye to me in the mud I'm high again To drugs in my brain again And I can't guess how long I can stand this way And I can't guess how long I can stand this way This way This way