Redeeming Myself

Yeah Haan I don't even know what I was saying earlier Man, F**k that shit Uhhh That life is so behind me Ooh, Oooooh Ooh, Oooooh Ooh, Oooooh Ooh, Oooooh Yeah, so many thoughts I lost the count too I, I know I gotta prove myself right The days are over, I had chaos, within and around me Went deep inside my mind, and I, ignored all the surroundings And-I-know, that I still, have a lot of, problems that need solving But it will pay off, if I just keep, patiently evolving It's the enddd, of the darkest period of all my life yet And all the pain that I was hiding, finally off my chest, yeah Feels so damn splendid So glad I addressed it So blessed, yeah Cause we, can't just, keep on living, in the past Other times, we find , the future's got us stressed Chasing after, our own tails, and there's no end Just be in it ,but don't make the, present tense Well, Now I'm Cooking up my confidence, and I'm Taking on the opponents, and I'm Stressing bout no consonants, but I'm Hitting all the components, and I'm Working on my concentration, cause it's Taking me to continents, where I'm Sipping on the margaritas, Taking senoritas on vacation You gotta really earn my salutation Didn't know this life 'fore my convocation Now, I hear 'em say congratulations Oooh, ain't that amazing? And I'm a little bit confrontational Cause I say things exactly how I meant it If I don't like you, I'm not complementing never fakin it to make it It's the enddd, of the darkest period of all my life yet And all the pain that I was hiding, finally off my chest, yeah Feels so damn splendid So glad I addressed it So blessed, yeah Cause we, can't just, keep on living, in the past Other times, we find , the future's got us stressed Chasing after, our own tails, and there's no end Just be in it ,but don't make the, present tense Oooh, so many thoughts I lost the count too I, I know I gotta prove myself right