Nightmares

I’m startin' to think these ain’t no dreams These are nightmares I swear this just ain’t what it seem Don’t nobody care I know some people doubtin' me So I can’t fail I done lost some family Life just ain’t fair I’m startin' to think these ain’t no dreams These are nightmares I swear this just ain’t what it seem Don’t nobody care I know some people doubtin' me So I can’t fail I done lost some family Life just ain’t fair I’m startin' to think these ain’t no dreams When I close my eyes to sleep This shit feel realer than it seems I don’t even wanna sleep I’m tired of losing family members Swear this shit breakin' me down If I’m six feet in the ground Would that bring y’all back around I wanna know cus I been contemplatin' Nobody helpin' me out I just want em both back Nobody hearin' me out No I ain’t thinkin' bout offing myself I just want Ollie them here I just keep calling on them They left me lonely out here I swear these ain’t dreams no more They turnin' into nightmares Seeing you when I sleep Knowin' it will never be R.I.P I’m startin' to think these ain’t no dreams These are nightmares I swear this just ain’t what it seem Don’t nobody care I know some people doubtin' me So I can’t fail I done lost some family Life just ain’t fair I’m startin' to think these ain’t no dreams These are nightmares I swear this just ain’t what it seem Don’t nobody care I know some people doubtin' me So I can’t fail I done lost some family Life just ain’t fair You don’t know what I go through dawg So don’t judge me I been goin' through this shit for years So many tears I don’t think I’ll ever be the same Rest In Peace Granddaddy Rest In Peace Granny And all my other loved ones I love y’all