13 Year Old Ruby

I lost enough of you The cause was time Gone not lost Paths They seem to be waving all around me In circles and through me Always pressed for time Never having enough I search for you But your ghost dances Around me forever Never finding rest I can't believe that you are gone Face down is how I see you Now I see life in plain view You left signs I never did see Can I avoid the same route you took? When you grew old you got too bold Wishing it was just my turn to be the one Who made a change in someone Now you have the chance to look down